Mom...

Come this July 2026, your son will be turning 53.

I consider myself an incredibly lucky man in this world. To still have a mother and father who love me like a child even though I'm over 50—to have that protective shade and security where my every need is met—is the greatest gift of my life.

I used to think I was unlucky in my own personal life. But Mom... when I really reflect on it, this journey between life and death has allowed me to taste every single flavor life has to offer.

There were times I felt bitter about my fate. I lamented, "Why is this my life?" I embraced honesty and sacrifice, carrying them like gold, only to realize after turning 50 that I had been carrying heavy stones all along. It hurt to realize, "Was I just enduring all this for nothing?"

But looking back... There was a time I had it all—family status, prestige, and success. In the era of technology, the name 'Agga' and the brand 'ABC Info Tech' stood tall and shining. I was active in politics, education, social causes, and religion, living my youth freely and exactly how I wanted.

Yet, on the flip side... I’ve known heartbreak so deep it felt like my heart was torn from my chest. I’ve had my reckless "let whatever happen, happen" moments. I endured the bitter taste of rock bottom for one year and eight months, living in a way that was hard to bear. I heard the whispers and saw the smirks of those who pointed fingers, saying, "He’s finished... he’s gone to the dogs."

Having survived all that, I’ve gained true wisdom, Mom. I was able to throw away those heavy stones from the past. I’m actually satisfied that I got to experience both the dizzying heights and the crushing lows.

Mom... the profit gained from all that loss is 'Freedom.' Now that I’ve cast off those burdens, my step is lighter, my mind is freer, and the future looks beautiful.

Every tomorrow is a new birthday for me. I’m rewriting a new history with my true life, my family, and the things I love. As a free man continuing this journey... I am luckier than anyone.

As I cross into the sunset chapter of my life... I do so with awareness, mindfulness, and a wealth of experience. I get to live the rest of this life with stability and meaning. I really am lucky, Mom.

But Mom... When I really think about it, you and Dad are actually even luckier than I am. It’s true that I couldn't stay by your side to care for you personally. However, the son you raised has spent his life healing the pain and suffering of countless others. I’m not just living for myself; I am standing strong today as a dedicated 'Ansari' (Helper) for the Faith, ensuring that Myanmar Muslims can stand with dignity on our soil and secure a good life in the hereafter.

Because you gave birth to a man like me, you and Dad are a thousand times luckier than I am, Mom.

Just like you always told me: "You will never sink, nor will you ever fade away."

With love,

Aung Myo Lwin ( Agga ) AK Abdullah Chowdhury